2012年12月28日星期五

I begin to think about you






Fifteen days of the New Year back home, me and my son are inseparable. Every day to help his son wash, bathing, dressing, feeding, to accompany him to go around playing; night with his sleep, and hold him up to pee; him to take me to a place he usually play: came to the side of the road, came to the ridge on. Twenty-four hours all over to his son.

Finally understood what it meant to own flesh and blood, flesh and blood? We love her son, he also loves us.

The son is very smart, let us feel happy.

Before the age of two to four months of the son, cousin to get him something or amused said he cried: "My grandmother beat you." Outside to grab his stuff than his children, said: "My brother hit you." we go back, he said: "My father beat you." My mother beat you. "

Usually did not look to see Grandma, and shouting everywhere to find the grandmother. During that time, did not look to see that we say: "My father?" My mother? "Grandma hold him, he do not.

Two brother-in-law: to "Zhe Zhe that mouth, made to eat." No one to teach him, he would say: "I have two uncles." Uncle something in hand, he put forth his hand, you want to. We tease him, deliberately do not give to him called "uncle", he called "uncle"; "good uncle" to his name, he was called "good uncle"; his side jumped telling them "uncle", he The Collage jump Bianjiao "uncle".

The favorite son of the legendary to play everywhere took my hand, especially to play and he frequently than his freshman year-old powerful home to. He proudly everyone that said: "My father came back." "Your father did not come back." "My father beat you." "My father gave me to buy a gun, and your father did not give you buy." And so on.

Usually on the phone often ask him to be something he would like the bamboo pour peas said: "To gun; motorcycle, whirring open to catch sister po; also crooked ..."

No wonder half day refused to call me, he said: "you do not have to buy a gun, did not buy YY staring at my suitcase."

Son has a very strong ability to imitate, aunt taught him the splits, he soon learned the legs as straight as possible, but not being paid, had hand propped knee kneeling, crawling up; cousin remove him hat in hand spinning, he also from time to time to remove the cap on the hands to make; see adults firecrackers him in one hand and a lighter in one hand and firecrackers, pretending to tap, and then throw away, shouting his mouth snapped "his hands over his ears ran far away.

The son of a man playing firecrackers can play one morning, he picked unburned firecrackers filled the stone, a firecracker underneath a small piece of paper, neatly lined up. The elderly kept highly praised him for his clever, by his influence, the last several elderly people to help him pick up firecrackers and paper, to him placed. I get enough out his camera and photographed the cuddly looks and earnest phase of firecrackers and placed firecrackers.

Green brother he put a few firecrackers, he pestered people to set off firecrackers. Delicious out to eat baby daughter of (green), so small people will research.

Adults playing cards, just give him an old card, he played with the rise will not come to disturb.

Take him to play basketball a long time, he cried out: "playing tired and want to go back." But he knows the rules, and have always had their own rotten ball, not to disrupt the three of us to play three.

Afraid son cried and keep up our mind to come quietly ground vehicles, did not let him know we go. Mother-in-law said to him all day to find that Mom and Dad. Sister had to pick him go, last night sister phoned; Zhe Zhe saw uncle came back to grab the phone, give a call Mom and Dad. "He said:" Regardless, you take me to Mom and Dad my mom and dad back water, "in the house," Dad would also like to buy a motorcycle to me. "...

Last night, my wife and sister on the phone, I saw my wife turned backwards, constantly wiping eyes.

At this point, we miss her son, he is also talking about the mom and dad. The sister said, he knows you go to Guangdong, someone asked him, your parents go, he said: "gone to work, the money went."

Dreamed last night to coax the son to go to sleep at night hold him up to pee.

Shaoyang when I called to the mother-in-law, mother-in-law said: "the past two days, do not call back, he sought the two of you find very few days his heart to settle down like he kept."

Just separated from his son, and we distracted. Think of yourself every day to help his son wash, bathing, dressing, feeding, to accompany him to go around playing; night with his sleep, and hold him up to pee; he took me to a place he usually play: to the side of the road, to to the ridge. The aunt and Erniang met said: "If you go to Guangdong, he will certainly be looking for you. Unlike before, is so big now, have been the wiser."

Separate and son, on cherished miss.

2012年12月27日星期四

Only in this Arcitle



Only in this article is dedicated to my father, thank you, to accompany those years I traveled.

This happened in the winter of 2005, when I in the third year, there are nearly half a year of time necessary to test a campus everywhere filled with an indescribable sense of tension, then my inner tension but his face filled with confident smile, and not much thought fluctuation was ten minutes break time, I sat reading in the classroom, when I heard someone in the face outside shouting "show, your father came ,. My first feeling was calling me? My family has never seen me go to school, but I was quickly out of the classroom, standing in the hallway, or see the tall, tall, thin father figure, I was particularly pleased, my father came to see me . I was so excited that I said to my dad: "Dad, how do you come home is not busy? How do you come?" Dad said, "I walked to the" so far why the distance, when I was still thinking not ride, but also did not ask the father's hand to touch my hand and asked me "how? cold?", I was thinking how so affectionate father, I am pleased to answer "no cold, very good. "Dad holding nothing in my hand, do not say, and the face just smile, only ten minutes of recess time, so we did not say anything, Dad left, Dad gone to the United States and the United States, I was feeling very warm.

Time after six months, the successful conclusion of my entrance, and go home happy nest at home, my heart a little worried achievements, but feel the exam can also, and a chat with his sister, talking about my dad went to school to see my things, my sister said " when Dad how likely to see How about you, the father was in the hospital ah! "I was somewhat surprised to hear, I said," is not, ah, Daddy properly, and also to hold my hand it also asked if I cold not cold "the sister said," will not, ah, then the father in the hospital, in the hospital. "

Our future to find out the truth of the matter, to get Dad asked Dad or faint smiled and said, "you say, then I do the hospital, also be sure to go to school to see you, Dad also said that learning "in order not to delay you, will not let you be distracted, not called family to worry about, I secretly went to your school." I was a little anxious to ask you how, and why the hospital? " when my sister said "Dad work in the gravel plant dynamite has been lit, but the blast in the wrong direction, have been blasting stone not to father side, but when others shout Run, the stones have a large number of down from the hills roll simply dodge in no hurry, Dad ran very far, but still a big stone to hurt it, and then go to the hospital for examination, the doctor said his arm was broken. "feel surprised when I heard these words, I kept ask "really? Dad, this is really?" my face is still with a faint smile, answer me, "ah, I was holding your hand, is the fear of you seen me injured, in the hospital, I have nothing to do, you want to see, how to look at your school. "After listening to these words of the father, I suddenly understand, Dad coats and start wearing gloves I see it, is afraid of it conservative family six months in secret, is the fear affect my learning, I was crying tears kept to the whereabouts of the father's care and thought, I was not aware, I only father came to see me happy, but did not think the father during hospitalization, Zoulehenyuan view of the road, I endured the pain of fractures to the school to ask me a cold in, I can not even ask him How about you? I really have too selfish!

Later I learned that the father's arm hospitalized for two months due to fracture, it almost hurt nerve, otherwise the consequences could be disastrous, Dad coolies risked their lives to shop and go to our school, and injured at work after an injury has also been for me sake, the great fatherly so I am ashamed, and I will always remember this one thing to bear in mind fatherly previously heard people say that the parents of a child is the love, the children return to their parents mostly discounted, some even a discount not to. "

I hope that the parents are better, no matter how good some still alive, while the parents love a little more, a little more, because no matter how hard we try, up to less than the parents of our uncompromised love!

2012年12月26日星期三

Rain of the Day


Today under the rain of the day, a fine mist.

Wake up very late, if it is the jingle of keys on the corridor percussion. I'm afraid I really might sleep on the morning. Time seems in this weather is sticky, how long past, you always feel that that is the moment of a turn. Soon also very slow.

Was getting faint, slightly tired of sitting at a desk, wearing headphones, free to listen to a long period of Listening, occasionally with eyes closed, let thoughts wander, or between landscape, occasionally face.

Music blooming, felt out of the window under extraordinarily quiet rainy night. Distant multicolored lights, warm yellow light dotted with misty rain under a hazy memory. Exposure to this familiar and unfamiliar city school, their dreams. There is joy and loneliness; longing and loss; frankly there is unease. All fade in the usual face are becoming increasingly calm attitude.

Suddenly thought of their own for a long time did not sit quiet Aspect favorite book, especially not long ago in the subway to see that his face eager little boy reading his series of actions in my mind the image left by the delay lingering. Alas, a decade ago, I was such a look. Now read almost self forced practice book, missing Aura, less obsessed. Occasional Scroll is superficially right when curing the mind to some modification.

Inexperienced shallow taste in addition to customary ways of the world, is a variety of superb acting. I smiled, no longer vulgar crumbs, after all, after once fully into which they themselves would. Just a lot of questions of principle on that she has a good grasp.

The significance of growing up is to learn to lick flat wound, and then decided to sneak. Such a law of the jungle, the cowardice of life will only live for others, tough attitude is a young man should morale.

Learn to cherish, because the longer it only the more difficult to identify troubled world. Secular eyes will eventually limit your field of vision, so you perplexed. Alive would have for mind share of rare Ming Rang leaving life more exciting.

2012年12月25日星期二

Life is So Stroll


Every evening when I always hurried away covered with tired, and the sunset, ran back to the warmth of their own home.

Cities of winter, a cold and unfamiliar feeling. Squeeze miscellaneous crowd hastily marched in the the spin with northerly street, I do not know them, they do not know me. I walked in the monotone background, seems to have been to go in a thirties silent movie, with the the road cutting converted, I slowly melt into the night view of the city many piles.

I was tired but firm walked like a voice slowly pulling me, I involuntarily walked toward the familiar direction. The depths of the old house in a quiet alley, where I have a warm home.

My home is an old-fashioned two-story old house, located in an old alley depths. This old German-style house has a front and rear courtyard, the house the antechamber to face the street, and now has been turned into a shopping pedestrian street. Backyard landing door open is a meandering alley streets. Each time to go home, I do not want to go through the front door Avenue, prefer to detour also is always willing Guaidao this old alley. Walking in long alley of the old roadway, the brick wall of tall gray bricks attached creeper vine, ivy branches of the season so dense, the Yela decadent, empty to leave thin root caught, go deep into the mottled walls, completed a piece of the grid formed by the vines. The Road is the kind of bluestone paved alley, stretches from the alley has been to my backyard door. Stone paved trails gap, falling for many years during the rainy season wantonly scrambling, deposited a lot of moss, looked around as if one is covered with the green road. Stone paths on both sides, close to the walls loaded with acacia trees, acacia trees that stout trunk, often covered with light brown tits tits to flutter Lengleng foliage flying in and out, all this , so that the entire old alley filled with a different kind of vigor, hidden in tall buildings, complicated hustle and bustle of city life, seemed so elegant and rustic, very kind of vast and ancient even cornered "mood. Every spring arrival of huge canopy will open alley locust tree full of bits and pieces of white flowers, like raindrops, like fresh debris covered the night sky like stars. Gust of wind blowing, ground down with a broken white petals. Small, every time I walk in the alley to see the Flower and often picked up, hidden in the book tuck skirts. Sleep at night, clothes stacked on the pillow next night are Huaihua that fresh incense.

Stone paths at the end of the courtyard of the old house in my house, the courtyard in front is by the bluestone 垒成 the stone steps, wide dwarf stepped in front of the glowing the Jisi clumps, bearing in mind that several generations of people have gone through walking. The stairs on one side of a leafy tong pear, and Fengyun long decades old tong pear aloof. Stuck to the old house walls of foliage, from the shade of the window frame puddle of orange Xin Yu, shine upon each other with the street lamps in the streets, in this throng of urban night scene, such as painting an inclination to Dan Ma. I liked the old tree, like the summer when hiding in the shade of a tree, lying on an old wicker chair, holding a yellowed bindings, listening to cicadas singing. When the moon is full, like brew a cup of tea and watch the moon from the tree gap through the cold dappled alienation, as if full of thoughts poured out on the ground. Looking moon transit, getting stronger think the situation with much feeling in the moonlight, the sum of the old tree, like pull accompanied me, and I, but the the tangled old tree foliage gradually sank. Like old tree, prefer the old tree youthful bloom. Every tong pear blossom when four of the alley will be pervaded one depressed fragrance, walking in the alley, and it seems that even the skirts are infected with the fragrance of.

... Life is so stroll this, all memory to relive their own growth experienced in the heart and mind, despite some of the past years has been the fragmentation of the silkworm bite, but life still fresh traveled. I am waiting for the mood to meet this extraordinary, these old memories, as if to let me back in the past. Years this is a white painted, waved his hand, only to see many of the plot and the past once contained in the speeding train, drifting away from me, only the stairs and the old tree along with me, gley and I all the way to grow, with my temperament, personality and dignity, enlightenment pursuit and efforts.

"The fact of life is a painful tragedy, comedy imply only have details, happy and painful memories can choose. Always thought, The cantabile life suddenly, can declare that I am strong. They have never once found a warm, just on the other side.

Sunset shed all led me step by step toward the way home when the street lights a lamp light, the warmth of home and windows yard lights revealed. I walk in this background, all sentiment is resting on my shoulders. Jinhui the lights floating Chung nautical, look for one of their own dreams. Every day, there will be different happened, the only constant is that we all have a happy home.

2012年12月24日星期一

Sand Chestnut Square

The end of the year, T staff from top to bottom face somewhat good-looking, not just the end of the year award has shrunk by nearly 50% over last year, more importantly, everyone knows T now simply dummy Rendezvous, the moments of beauty does not have ceased to exist, and everyone in the New Year company what plan is conjecture. If this trend continues, it is estimated that not long after, these clothes are brighter, looks beautiful, white-collar workers than half will be coming home.
December 24, 2001, Christmas Eve, T posted a recruitment poster:
To recruit CEO, company-wide internal requirements: master's degree to work in T 2 years, not limited to the current level, have the ability to please to introduce ourselves.
Want to change the past, this seat this will make all holders of master's diploma grab fights now, who did not dare to take a step forward then one step, the company almost die, who would dare to pick up this hot potato?
Sand chestnut office early for Christmas, busy, everyone sat together to discuss this matter.
"This company is also very strange, why not earlier trick it? CEO, said out nicely, now such a big mess, then is not good it made a smell of urine."
"Tingting, you go you can go your condition very consistent."
"I? I'm not that spare time, if the company is to die, I go Dry not be mixed with the work of more than 10 million annual salary? Have a good thing? There is good will not casually accept introduce ourselves."
Listening Sha Li sitting in the crowd noise as keep them mixed feelings.

Two

Night, small meaning to go about sand chestnut Square to participate in the carnival activities of the Christmas Eve, sand chestnut is intended to share the application report lie on the table.
"Oh, Sha Li, to apply for CEO ah?" Small righteousness sharp-eyed, one saw the sand the chestnut spread on the table a few mess paper.
Take up sweeping glances, little justice to Renghui the table, surprised, and asked: "You are not crazy? Everyone knows your company to collapse, do not think the CEO is good to do, do not hold up to the time everyone's mouth will stand in your body. "
Sand chestnut that application report placed in the hands of Dian Ledian, bowed his head, and the light with a smile: "I know that is difficult, and why they want to try, you are a good friend of mine, gave me a little confidence in you? Play I can now be in no mood to carnival. "
Off the small righteousness, Sha Li continued her application report. In her mind, a recovery plan has already begun to take shape, but it can not have a realistic chance, she really Dier also.
When the midnight bell rings, sand Li looked out from the window, brilliant fireworks. Micro her eyes closed, hands before him tightly, gently mantra: ah, Lord bless me, Amen.

2012年12月23日星期日

Class Meeting


"If one day we lost in the crowd, you must try to find me." Said the words Ye Tong also tossed two long nose, she did not understand the meaning of this sentence, bean sprouts but fiercely location nod, two people hit Gogo, about a hundred years.

That year, she was seven years old.

Day of class meeting, Ye Tong when the squad leader, bean sprouts is valet. He move jobs this dwarf Ye Tong, throwing sandbags to fight the Great Wall, when the stakes when Tiaopi Jin ...... Ye Tong sometimes whispered, bean sprouts, how then obey it, and she did not know. She could not help but ask, bean sprouts laughed. Ye Tong is very puzzling, screaming his fool, he did not recognize.

Yang is the hometown of the bean sprouts, Ye Tong is also a good friend, and usually went to school together, go home together. Ye Tong and bean sprouts, later in the school to protect her, not allowed to grab food to eat. The bean sprouts surprised default. Ye Tong laughed, it was the thrill of conquest in the class, she can easily bully anyone, bean sprouts guarding her unbridled happiness.

We arrived at a junior high school age, Ye Tong and bean sprouts become best buddies. Reading together, playing, and go home together. School far from home, so, only became a year older than his equally skinny bean sprouts authentic coachman. Ye Tong at first afraid of rumors, later also relieved, running furlongs costs far higher than those spittle, she was restless the subdivision sit in the back, pulled her opinionated Subtotal daytime, bean sprouts always smiling listen, in silence, without a word.

Again grade exam, Ye Tong is still first, bean sprouts routed to the countdown. Bean sprouts have not love learning, Ye Tong is a headache. She decided to homework cramming bean sprouts.

Class gradually happened. Some people talk Ye Tong and bean sprouts, and has intensified the trend. Ye Tong hear, do not mind, they are buddies, pull off the hook a good friend. Who cares?

Ye Tong is the man of the hour of the school, regardless of final exams, quizzes, Orsay can always win a prize, bean sprouts has been unknown.

They are the same, the same strong, like kind. Ye Tong is so headstrong, just learned to ride a bike, time to go home, no longer have to bean sprouts carrying. Bean sprouts is stout, and act more cleanly. Ye Tong's eyes, he's like a meek little sheep.

Bean sprouts also heard the rumors, he just laughed language. Ye Tong was very complex, Whenever I see other girls and bean sprouts close, she suddenly called him to the side, inseparable. She did not understand, or do not understand, at that age, a tacit agreement between them beyond friendship, but not about love.

Of bean sprouts, Ye Tong become more overbearing personality has become even more impatient, he knew, Ye Tong change, in part due to the pressure of studies, in part due to their own. But he was very clear, their very fuzzy, his performance only on second-rate schools, Ye Tong is the focus of high school to read, bean sprouts do not want to be her tie him.

Bean sprouts slowly drifted away from Ye Tong, she makes him unable to refuse. Ye Tong is still with him and make fun of the teacher, with skipped school shopping, with fried tofu eating stalls throughout the ...

A mock exam, Ye Tong first ran the year before 10, The teacher solemnly warned: one month left! But privately bean sprouts far point from Ye Tong, otherwise known as parents.

Bean sprouts very obedient. Ye the tung think I skipped school when the first bean sprouts to accompany her blocking gas ignore bean sprouts and cried for a long time, but on the way home.

2012年12月20日星期四

The poor son-rich sons and daughters



Calm, choppy; steady, ups and downs are natural laws. Space unrepeatable, the boom-bust. Said the ultimate descendants do things is not an opportunity for development come to the pinnacle of the inevitable fading along with decline ...... lonely at the top. Few can climb to the summit even lucky enough to be smug people, feelings of loneliness and misery and how ordinary people can understand it? Powerless. The existence of a natural inherent flaw, how many people in a limited life can play the most it? A loss, a director must be short, everything, everything complete satisfactorily impossible.

Worldly things that complement each other, will lose something. Diverse frustrated people worry a lot, a lot of contradictions. The President said, "Some places are inevitable contradictions" contradictions rooted in different ideological differences, contradictions only in the struggle good theory to agree.

Need to have their own minds as best-in-class leadership, assertive inevitably lead to different views, and only against all the odds, determined and resolute, and finally toward reunification.

Every family has this cupboard. That each one different difficult implicit difficulties joy knowing. Centuries to repair the same boat, the Millennium cultivation bed can sleep. Whether friend or family member, the encounter is the fate of the world limited rare opportunities to treasure this hard.

The husband and wife is the enemy, not enemies would meet somehow. This is a dialectical truth, get to pay, the happy sweet adversity total bitter.

O-Cheng Chou for a long time, the neighbor live a long time will produce friction.

People desire wealth, everyone knows Houde to loading, generous mind and virtue and moral support, the resulting wealth only to bring their own disaster.

Life to be in the end times, life in no time it up. Living life all fixed number, barely not too reluctantly only sorry self.

The poor son-rich sons and daughters. Fish and can not concurrently derived of. This is heaven demand balance for human survival.

The line spring breeze, it was spring rain. All of life is good luck. Joy and life. Life is sweet and salty Kula, we like the joy of suffering could not refuse, if it were not for the suffering of the corresponding existence, how to know the value of the treasure of joy? ! Natural life the revel, adaptable, contentment.

Variation follows the natural ups and downs, the co-production of natural survival paced, success in the fate met Lok, you can seek to truly happy in their own lives. Life unhappy likelihood, see through the better to see see through the better to see the open. The Red complicated see through the world Qiqiao exquisite heart how many?

However, some things, not see through it can. The absence of the mind share accommodate a brighter future, things insight into the intelligent, has become squeezing the life bitter. See more clear and more painful.

The right state of mind, to let life unleashed evil water drained all the impetuous mind, inject a breath of fresh Quan Liu, also a quiet soul, content Jianghai world.

2012年12月19日星期三

Look at the TV

Listen to a beautiful music, sing a favorite song. Prepare a sumptuous dinner at home, and family chat. Or anything do not want to leave their work is busy, to nature, to see the trees, listening. Simple is happiness, the simple life is happiness, brew a cup of tea or a cup of homemade hot drinks. Open like a magazine, read the text of the United States, feeling relaxed and enjoyable read between the lines. Simple is happiness.

Life is happiness, enjoyment of nature to bring you beautiful, suck fresh air of a morning to forget the hustle and bustle. Get together with good friends, make a phone call to a good friend, greeting greeting. Relax on the Internet, play cards, sing karaoke OK, play chess and fishing. Simple is happiness.

The simple life is happy, normal state of mind, calm treatment, his face filled with the sweet, and send yourself a smile every day. Something all right to adorn themselves, something all right, pack up the clothes. Cleaning the dust to reach the house, and sing a little song, go on an outing with friends. Simple is happiness.

Put down the heavy burden, open your heart, to participate in a gathering of friends. Look at the TV, and his family over the weekend to enjoy the joy of reunion. Happiness is a calm, indifferent, and comfortable. Happiness is simple.

Give yourself a relaxed mood, maintain a healthy and positive attitude to life, you can not complain, not comfort, ease, and hard work to their own power, to maintain the ideal of life, cherish the time, grateful. Happiness is simple to understand the most simple and easiest is truly happy.

Up in the morning, open the windows and smell the taste of the sun. Clean wind blown into the window and feel the warm happiness, a new day, full of longing and hope, and happiness is as simple as that.

A quiet life, cherish the friendship, Tan sway a man working sense. Simple is happiness.

Some people say that happiness is the shape, can be placed on the palm of her hand. Some people say, happiness is no shape can not touch. In fact, happiness is that simple.

Happiness is not to complain, to strive for. Happiness is doing what you want to do, want to do. Happiness is the mother on the phone there's a nagging, the silent support of the father. Happiness is early in the morning after getting up, smell the flowers. Happiness is to listen to a classic old songs, happiness is the sun, happiness greeting friends. Happiness is that simple.

2012年12月17日星期一

Sawed on sawed

Ten minutes is the opposite direction we can quickly reach the designated locations shorter time Now imagine that let you nervous. Coming, as much as you open the kind of carts speeding from startled me, "is not so exaggerated!" Hid herself aside, is not. A take a look at the mobile phone, to the ten minutes. Wondering not came so fast now. Just then, a figure hurriedly ran on a mound in front of the near red road just past a passer shouting my name.

Mom, that sounds a you good kinda punctuality. You when that person is me, is red people shouting, but not wanted me in response "in which the other side." Touches scare you jump.

We are towards each other, met on a laugh, stranger still feel awkward, sounds super familiar, unfamiliar faces too, was old, back slightly bent, not too fat, her face a little thin creases, did not imagine the good. You must have some disappointment, guess I'm not a little thin. Met, straight smile: chubby, call me chubby pier. You say you ran, for fear of faceless.

We are chatting, laughing and joking and I said, Kan Ma, called Do not see must see, renowned for disappointment now. You say fat is a good point, your wife the fat, Xiangshou are not thin down, would like Chijianfeiyao. I laugh, what matter, health and consequently important than. You laugh, that is.

You sigh, ah, for three years, finally renowned, have to endure three years scolded, are used to listen to when singing. Time, his wife a message is received, I laugh, your wife has to feel that you are outside philandering. You laugh: We like betrayal.

Many times you can not help but want to hug my impulse, put your hand over my cold cold hand, face, ears, gently hug from behind, I also apply to shirk, very serious to tell you: we can not If you do this then we only these three years. Repeat that again when you understand, I have great respect for.

Awkward first meeting soon passed, and when you talk to when then relaxed, happy and understanding.

-Sawed on sawed, are you coming to see not see me, I have here are like that, no need to camouflage.

Learned too late at night did not eat even imagined, such as an old friend like brought home to distillate buns leftover porridge hot, you pretty blunt, grab a bite to eat and consequently the line, like family, like a cordial, a bit of a mess at home It does not matter, is this true.

Time flies, I have to go to work, you ate my clothes on the toilet, are arbitrary. Ate and went away, saying my package of buns taste. Then, you go, I go to work, linked information.

After that night, street rat look like night what to wear, what pants what shoes, I totally do not remember, and the original, just remember your voice and hands feel rough rough. Appears again I will not recognize you, but I could hear your voice. If I had known only one side of the edge, I will not see that side. The three repair side edge, and seems like a dream.

After that, came over, but not seen, soon, did not come, and went somewhere else, and now for the place, the days of no contact after, but I know where you are. You come or do not come, I'm here; associated not contact, I know where you are.

2012年12月16日星期日

This is no exception


Last weekend, she and her husband together go on an outing, surprise, in order to point the little things the two altercation, results spellbound. Returned home, she asked her husband sent grievances. After a moment, she turned the locked himself into the bedroom, continuous nearly 10 hours, do not eat or drink.

Every time, and her husband been having some trouble, she would "hunger strike" of self-mutilation way to punish her husband, the longest record up to 23 hours. Looked the husband askew anxiously repentant look, she hit the bottom of my heart comfort to him.

This is no exception, you have not seen for a few hours, the husband on the first running out of patience, and first in the door to come back to the pace, then gently knock on the door, and finally beat heavily.

She finally could not bear to insist, then opened the door. The husband came into the room, not a word, helpless face, hands and patted her behind, pulling her to dinner.

A long time, her husband still remains silent. This is how the matter? Accordance with past practice, the husband sitting next to her, should be kept to say a joke to make her laugh is you!

"You want to what?" Finally, she stopped the hands of chopsticks, the first to break the dreary deadlock. "If," the husband, looking intently at her, "a few years later, this house only yourself, you and kick hunger strike, who again urge you to dinner?" Myself! That How about you? "Without missing a beat she answered, blurted out. First, or leaves you. Husband look calm, but a calm tone of how much reveal a little sad, "everything may happen!"

So how could that be? ! She never imagined the day will lose her husband. Usual, she always culmination of surly and even a little overbearing, wanton vent their annoyance and dissatisfaction, it is clearly her husband as one can not just family members crusade or a vent emotions warehouse.

However, the husband is not only long she was less than three years old "big boys"? True demeanor had seen her husband in front of his parents: lazy, arrogant and weak. Perhaps her husband home little time revisit some parental care care, right? Rarely seen in front of her are lazy and arrogant weak, on the contrary, always give her the care sincere love.

At this point, looked at her husband that slightly weary eyes, she can not help but guilty remorse up: Why do I repeated injuries always beloved husband? Why am I so do not care about the feelings of her husband? Identified only the husband can accept and bear with all her fault entirely by his own, able to forgive her shortcomings and wayward, and do not have any complaints.

Anything if you do not cherish only blindly requests and injuries, and how can we ensure that it will not defeat it? Even share the most mellow and dearest people between emotion.

This weekend, she completely understood, there is one thing not to squander human life, and that is emotion! It is on this weekend, she deeply understand, must treat lover.

2012年12月14日星期五

I do not know


I finally broke down. My life, I fainted for the first time.

When I woke up, Stinky has beaten stability needles, sleeping over.

Days in the hospital is no memory of the day, I still can not remember. Do not know why, I just remember Smelly left eye on that piece of dazzling white gauze.

I have tried to close my left eye, and wanted to see the world the Stinking can see. When I see them, I feel very sad. Really.

He often used his trust only remaining right eye looked at me, it is a clear, such as spring-like eyes. Showing trust in the eyes makes me sad.

I was vulnerable. I never dared to look at my children that done the surgery left eye. I am afraid, I am really afraid. Each time to bring the child to the dressing, and I was always afraid to enter. I hid in the the ophthalmic corridor. I can still hear Smelly shout slogans: "Mom - Mom -" sound. I hid in the elevator, with the elevator up and down, I tried hard to cover your own ears, but Smelly still hear the barking. The helpless voice call my mother wanders in every corner of the hospital, lingering. Yes, I can not escape forever also can not escape. Each time, I hold for End drug struggling not strength Smelly, Smelly picked up sounded tears but still choked protection Smelly picked up rushed over to me, my heart is not a "pain" words can describe.

I asked the heavens: All this is why ah?

Heaven speechless.

After he finished surgery, the doctor told me to the Smelly live for six months. I really thought he could live for six months, but only two months, I Smelly left.

Smelly go, I do not know. I really do not know that he was leaving me a sign. He eat or drink, lying quietly in my arms, ethereal like a feather, his little brow frowning tightly. I hugged him, only to hug him tightly. And Smelly only let me hold. He kept twisting in my arms, crying: "Mom, uncomfortable mother, uncomfortable." I hugged him, only holding him tightly.

Who can save my children!

I Smelly sent to the hospital. In the ward, and I love to fetch something in hospital, I carried my child, holding my child is about to leave, I cried, not any take into account the cry aloud. I served as the tears flowing wildly in my face. I asked Smelly: "Why, why do you want to leave me! I am your mother, may be why I did not save you, ah!" The sad sick children, I can not save the child to the mother, and I could only watch him to leave me, but there is no way. My helpless cries echoed in the empty ward. God has a soul ah! If tears could bring back my Smelly, I prefer to let my tears into the sea! If you use my life to save my child, I would rather die a thousand times! My children, I Smelly! Only he could hear my call. But he has been in a coma.

2012年12月13日星期四

discipline inspection

"Double" is regarded as an important symbol of the downfall of the discipline cadres. Exactly what is the "double"?

Central Discipline Inspection Commission and the Ministry of Supervision teaching materials Committee examined and approved the "New discipline business textbooks" (hereinafter referred to as the "textbook") clearly explained: "double" measures to discipline inspection and supervision organs in case the inspection process, involving party members in the provisions of the right to request the time and place cases involving explanations.

Inquiries from the public information can be learned, "double" is one of the inner-party review of measures taken discipline inspection authorities in accordance with the Party regulations to investigate and deal with important or complex cases of alleged serious violation of party members. The key word "important", "complex", "serious" shows, not all cadres of discipline can be "double".

It is understood that the discipline inspection and supervision organs before taking this measure, there are three judgments conditions.

First, I have mastered the alleged discipline of party members some serious discipline of facts and evidence to revoke their party posts, at least based on the evidence, but there are still issues to in-depth investigation. In other words, in this case, start the policy of "double", the cadres "double" certainly there are "problems", already has revoked the conditions of their party posts and above punishment. So, this is also the answer to why the "double" can be seen as the party members and cadres "topple" the iconic program.

In addition, discipline inspection and supervision organs judgment, the party members alleged serious violation of collusive behavior, or have to escape and hide, or conceal, destroy the evidence, as well as other impede the investigation of the behavior, and will also start the "double". At the same time, it is important suspects party members do not provide truthful situation and for serious disciplinary offenses will also be a "double" the third condition.

2012年12月12日星期三

after getting up


Together for more than two years, each want to go to a haircut, you told me not to cut, you say you like long hair, so I put a long shoulder hair to stay long to the waist. I always told you not to eat the betel nut, do not stay up late too, is not good for the body, like you did not do.

Together more than two years, and I always like to buy this or that book learning, I am not really so in love with learning, and I also like when nothing on the Internet to see if the foam drama. But I know that our education is not high, and no technical, I just want to enrich themselves, until the youth is not when I still have little capital to go to work to earn money to support their families, do not want the two of us over the more hard.

Together for more than two years and do not want to always go out to eat less expensive and delicious fast food, and later married a man to be a good daughter-in-law, on the outside have been eating in the cafeteria, I learned to cook, I learned the dishes are done to your liking direction. Countless as you do, and you are only in me sick when I say I want to eat rice porridge, before you press me teach you approach a porridge for me.

Together for more than two years, the life, work is play games. Their life when the rest of us, after getting up, I started to buy food to cook, and then clean laundry afternoon began to go grocery shopping, cooking. And you get up to start playing games, I am ready the Iimori good end to your hand, we eat together, you continue to play the game after eating.

Together more than two years, not without suitors, but love you I do not want to love others, has been a prime loyalty to you, hardened never whom had the slightest warm taste. But you suddenly one day asked me, do not marry me I will not hate you. Then married with others in the game, once again makes me sad.

Together more than two years, and I have done things for you, you feel as it should turn a blind eye. You a little for me a little bit of good, I would have moved several days, and keep in mind. One time, my phone did not charge calls for a week and contact you, one over you will about face my meal, although I was you "insult", but my heart is warm, and in space published the mood "rare touched.

Together for more than two years, we never really positive to tell each other "I love you" these three words, but my love for you, everyone is looking in the eyes, I believe that you must feel. You used to say that your brother said I was a good girl, and tell you to cherish it, sometimes I jokingly said to tell you to go to another woman when you have often said that I was a suitable wife, said these words when I can feel your sincerity, so do not want to chase what you want to vows, as long as you assured me sufficient.

2012年12月11日星期二

The Letter Sent


The letter sent three days after an afternoon, I returned injections from the school infirmary, just went 2 Building and cafeteria that avenue, the entire people stare in amazement.

I like the people living in the darkroom suddenly Looking glaring sun, narrowing his eyes want to see clearly that he is not dreaming. I saw Royo standing in front of me. I can not move half a step, so many tears wanton torrent.

The Royo wearing a smoke-gray suit, casual pants of the same color. He lost a lot of weight, the melancholy expression still makes me sad. He came forward, his hands held onto my shoulders.

"You good?" To hear the sound of his gentle pity, I cried even more powerful. Me what words can not say, slightly subsided, I looked at him and asked: "Why? Disappear for so long no information?"

The Royo pulled I went to sit down next to a stone bench in front of Building 2. He tearfully looked at me, silent a long time, spoke and said: "You know what? Paratrooper school entering third summer home in Shandong, a laboratory due to illness, found himself suffering from thyroid excitement this disease. kinds of disease is difficult to cure, and therefore can not have children of my girlfriend called the Little Park because after breaking up with a small garden, the feel was very painful period of time, before going to the bar to drink. this disease is not drinking. drinking cause me sicker. meet you at the bookstore that day, shortly after I was sick. "Royo paused and then said:" Now, you know why I do not tell you why I do not want you for me to leave their parents and home to Shandong, more because I do not want you in the future and has no children., but receiving the letter, know that you are sick, I will no longer be able to exercise restraint for your thoughts , to sit fastest flight drove up, I just do not know if you know my illness still love me? "

2012年12月10日星期一

To Know the Value




Who will coordinate these values ​​it how to make these values, and in turn achieve coordination? For human beings who will create an interpretation system, it is also applicable to both the good deeds they apply to evil, and both apply to the intolerable things apply to things it can tolerate? These good deeds and evil, intolerable things and things can endure in today is differentiated. Who will be human to say clearly what is truly melancholy, things that can not be tolerated, what is only partially scratch the skin of things? Who will the anger toward the most terrible things but not the more recent things? Who would have successfully transferred to an understanding in place beyond the boundaries of his experience? Who let a narrow-minded, stubborn people strongly feel the joy and sorrow of others distant, felt he never experience the various aspects or deceived by an understanding of it? Propaganda, repression, scientifically proven - all this is useless. Fortunately, in our world does exist such an instrument! This means is art, and this means is literature.

They can work miracles: they are able to overcome the kind of harmful characteristics, that is, only to learn from personal experience, the results of the experience of others from him after futile. When the rest of his short life on Earth, Art put an alien life-long experience of all components, together with all its burden, the color, the life force from one person to another person ; flesh on it again to create an unknown experience, and it allows us to have it as our own things.

And more than that, far more than that. As equivalent to the passing of the centuries long time, whether national or entire continents repeat each other's mistakes. In this way, people will think that this is how obvious ah! But it is not the case, some countries have experienced things considered and abandoned, suddenly other countries arrived in news. Here is the case, the only alternative to that is an experience we never experienced art is literature. Art and literature has a wonderful talent: they are able to exceed the difference between the language, customs, social structure and convey the life of an entire nation to another nation. Convey a sustained many decades of harsh national honed to an inexperienced national, or even be able to make an entire nation walked free from an unnecessary or wrong, or even the course of the disaster, so that the history of mankind to avoid detours.

Today, I urgently from the rostrum of the Nobel to remind you, is the art of this great and noble nature.

And literature but also the direction of another priceless convey incontrovertible condensed experience, that is, from generation to generation. So that it becomes a living memory of the nation, so that it holds within itself and ignited her historical fire already spent, saved and used to ignite the fire in this historical form, from deformity and low ruined. Literature is in this way, with language to protect the soul of a nation.

(There has been a kind of fashion statement, that should eliminate the differences between the various ethnic groups, different nations should disappear in the melting furnace of contemporary civilization, I do not agree with this view, but the discussion of it is another question here it is appropriate to make the following statement, that the disappearance of the nation, just as all people are a kind of face has a personality, will also enable us barren. nation is the wealth of mankind is mankind's collective personality, the most insignificant nation also has a special color, and have the intention of God within itself a special aspect.)

But the literature of a nation if the interference by the powers to be disturbed, and that is too bad, because it is not just "print free" violations, but also of the national mind off the national memory hit pieces. This nation will no longer pay attention to its own, it has been deprived of its spiritual unity, and despite reports that there is a common language, but fellow citizens suddenly no longer understand each other up. Generation after generation of silent people grow old, die, can never even yourself have not talked about, do not talk to each other, not descendants conversation. When they spend their lives in like Akhmatova and Zanga Pavilion - buried alive state - this doomed until death to be creative, but never heard a response to their work in silence, then This is not just a personal tragedy, but the entire nation to a sad, a danger of the whole nation. In addition, in some cases, an when due to the silence, so that the entire history no longer be understood by the whole - it is the whole human kind of dangerous.

2012年12月9日星期日

Leave Some Space to Yourself

Fingertips to bypass the fleeting, contaminated spring and warm autumn prime time. A paper cold love film in time scouring sadly achromatic. Once Heartbreakers loved, had deserted the time, by a throbbing tie him down. After years later, they tried to return for a recalled.

When love is gone, give yourself a clear sky love is spiritual induction can Probation things in the world. Love is so beautiful, even if the pain over pain eventually will ablation. About love, in years quicksand Qingdouchukai, always glowing bits and pieces of romantic gloss. Flames burning by virtue of happiness, love vigorous concentrated the way Yuyan. Positive youth, so those expectations those waiting for Ruqierzhi the. The taste of happiness is in hand with feelings of love at elevated temperatures, hugging meet commitments. The younger generation, love in the romantic and wanted to hold each other's hand and go all the way through the time, until the marshes. Hand, is a lifetime. Promised too much, love too. Perhaps the simple words less than the heart represents love, So couple to love each other, will buy a gift for the other sex witness, so that in later years can open their hearts, all the way to watching the scenery.

Years in the passage of time, gradually eroding each other's face. Young years this parting ways. Yesterday, the laughter of your eyes, settling into my eyes crazy. Once Haikushilan, who are still finally arrived, but the years of torment. Once Erbinsimo once gentle Hearing in the dust blown off in the wind. Left only sad accessories. I remember my friend and boyfriend points soon, she threw away everything once he bought her. She said to see these things, vivid memories, used them to plan their own happiness the blue sky, but in reality countercurrent, he abandoned her. Her piercing cry, every day looked on the memories of sleep, she said tired. Indeed, when a loved one has to go, also keep doing what it used to. Bird belonging to the once beautiful, now the pain. Better to throw away, and may also be able to erase the trace of pain.

When a love scattered, perhaps there will be someone waiting for you, why not put aside the past, try to re-accept a new relationship. Love may have been bruised, try to forget everything, give yourself a free sky, give yourself a free grounds. Guarding had left, miss the taste will only increase, only to disorder in the doldrums in life.

When love is gone, give yourself a sunny day. Flying their own dreams, throw away all the old love left to find their own pursuit. The future, we are still happy, smiling, does not stop even if faltering.

2012年12月6日星期四

Two Workers

Two countryman, work outside the home. Go to Shanghai, one to go to Beijing. But in the waiting room when they changed their minds, because the person sitting next to, saying, Shanghai savvy people, foreigners ask for directions fees; Beijingers rustic, met with the people who make it for dinner, not only for bread, even made old clothes.

People want two workers who go to Shanghai or Beijing, earn less money hungry, thanks to the car did not really fell into a pit of fire, or.

People want to go to Beijing or Shanghai, giving the show the way can make money, what can not make money? I fortunately not on the bus. Or really lose a wealth of opportunity.

So they refund at the meet. Original Shanghai tickets to go to Beijing to Shanghai, Beijing ticket.

To Beijing, Beijing is really good. He first arrived in Beijing a month, did not do anything, not even hungry. Not only in the banking hall space water white drink, and the big shopping malls welcome tasting snacks can also eat for free.

Go to Shanghai, Shanghai really is a rich city. Can do anything to make money. Lead the way to make money, open toilet can make money, get a basin of cold water makes your face can make money. Just think of other methods, and then spend the strength to be able to make money.

With countryman feelings and understanding of the soil, and the next day, he installed at the construction site the ten contains sand and leaves the soil, in the name of "flowerpot soil" to sell but not dirt and Shanghai people love flowers . Day he was back and forth in the suburbs between six and a net profit of fifty dollars. A year later, with "flowerpot soil" he should in the Greater Shanghai has a little window dressing.

In the perennial street level, he have a new discovery: some shop floor bright and darker signs, asking to know the cleaning company only responsible for washing the floor is not responsible for the results of the wash signs. He immediately seize this empty when buy word ladders, buckets and rags, run from a small cleaning company, specifically responsible for scrubbing the signs. Today, his company has more than 150 employees, business development from Shanghai to Hangzhou and Nanjing.

Not long ago, he take the train to Beijing to study cleaning market. Station in Beijing, a scavenging put your head in the soft sleeper, to ask him for an empty beer bottle, delivery bottles, both stunned, because five years ago, they had replaced a ticket.

2012年12月5日星期三

Buy A Hope


Next to the shop and saw a poor old people to buy lottery tickets. He went to the lottery sale window has not yet had time to speak to staff on the deft hands and feet on the computer for his selection of a set of numbers, and then handed him the certificates. He seems homeless, no fixed destination to go to, and after buying a lottery ticket on the side stood blankly. I stand idly by, and he chatted about the days to come.

I asked him: Why do not you choose their own one note?

He said: I own election was. I always buy lottery staff know which set of numbers I want. As long as it is to see me the way, and will beat me.

I said you every time the numbers are the same, oh? He said. I have to buy the same buy four decades, once a week, buy a hope. My quick calculation, a year even if fifty-two weeks, forty years, and that is ... days! I ask you in this?

He becomes coy, and murmured: not Over. But once, awards and I selected and sent a number. I shook my head and said, that is, that after you also buy a set of numbers? He was very firm: choice!

I muffled laugh, and thought, silly old man! Then said: In my opinion, buy a lottery chance like you are walking on the street like the chance to drop by the fall pots, you might as well be re-elected one group got.

He said that you say, but I will not change!

I suddenly froze, his ragged gaunt. Not much money to buy lottery tickets, but buy once a week, to buy four decades, slowly accumulated, is not a small number. Why not use the money to buy himself a winter clothes, so that his good eating one meal? Say, buy the same group of stubborn, never change, it is also wise to take ah!

I do not want to say anything, do not want to break his heart, to remain silent trying to get out. Active opening, you must be curious about what number I bought it? I said, ah!

Some of his shy, looking down, laughing, my first girlfriend's birthday digital. Once a week I will think of her, my heart warm! I say it is not, right? That you did not in time will not be disheartened?

He smiled, to seem unique spirit of the sun shining. He said no, ah, the next issue is there any hope for it! I am poor, belongs to the hope of the poor is very limited. With so little money to buy a week's happy this opportunity, the world is very small. Not to mention, this set of figures sustenance infinite memories. The day I prize, she will be noticed, as it was her birthday, followed, she would wonder who is picking up the prize money, so she can see my name. She will immediately understand that my life did not forget her, and I have so much money, she might come back to find me ...

The elderly Then she turned around and walked slowly.

Later, I tell this story a lot of people listen to. The beginning everyone will say stupid, but after listening to a long silence, and then said: I really wish he hit the jackpot!

2012年12月4日星期二

Be A Beautiful Woman


The warmth of a woman is a kind of temperament, perhaps innate, but more years of sharpening, this mysterious "Heating flow catalyst for the woman to love woman, the manufacture of warm wizard, filled in them by those feelings, Cecil strands can come up with to pleasing herself.

The warmth of a woman's temperament compassion: love woman of compassion temperament, has a sympathetic understanding of sympathy and understanding of the weakness of human nature, such a woman no matter when and where, have a very deep sense of salvation and warm the soul's strength. -

Affinity: the girl's birth, education, face, or honor, and modesty Lengao ...... in Kung Fu the beautiful Academy "to repair, not women enhance the worth of weight, live men love feminine a woman, it is a woman's affinity. Bones not humble quality of a woman, that is the appearance of affinity, not only make people feel warm, still feel hypocritical. In the relations between the sexes, women are unique affinity of the men quickly scored the weapons, such a pro and called: respect for the heart, decent not pro, tolerant and easy-going, sensible. -

Careful: Nobody believes careless woman to be able to take care of a person's life gusto. Finer the woman, the day was more leisurely, but that does not mean that a woman only knew their own bubble aromatherapy SPA, deposited the SK = Ⅱ Mask, go out dressed, makeup decent return over the body of a man was always "work was not good enough, enough less burden wallet enough to eat "calculations. Really delicate woman, the quality of family life in mind, they not only resolve family conflicts master and Moushi comprehensive, long-term vision on the family's financial plan, but also know how to live within our means, and the money is used wisely. Partner so that men "know each other to help solve the problem" warm feeling is no woman. -

Inclusive: the pressure of the power of today's society, every man is like a long-distance galloping horse, not the end, only a long way. When he finishes his work also inclined no longer move the sofa; weekend night when he went to a bar with my colleagues; When his life and death refused up Sunday morning to eat breakfast; when his drink and frivolous, distracted, or in pressure overload When the mouth made a big mistake. Woman whether inclusive virtues, will directly determine the whereabouts of the married life. But inclusive than patient, with a woman's self-cultivation. Inclusion of women is a warm, cohesive, and make women more confident, so that men understand the responsibility, to make life more harmonious. -

Kind: Everyone has a sieve goodness flames, only when the material to meet more and more about people's value orientation, the goodness of quality of the woman in a man's eyes becomes increasingly valuable. When feelings suffered irreparable harm, the woman is not good deeds will not self-defense and the fight, but do not want to let more people were injured, streaming unnecessary blood. Good woman does not necessarily have a deep conservation, but must have the mind of the mother Miriam world, they would sacrifice their own interests to the benefit of others, but not miscalculated to make compromises. Good woman, from the inner purity. -

Optimistic: happy with unpleasant memories, such as the sides of a coin, there is in us a feeling. Like that famous "butterfly effect," If you remember often unpleasant, unpleasant things of life along with his unpleasant up. On the contrary, some women are able to in a quarrel with her husband and their expression of her to marry him, and he embrace the warmth. "Noisy" is an optimistic, positive communication. Woman, even in the face of fate was unpredictable things can happen, and it will not moan and groan, and when it is the driving force. Smiling, from the Department frankly, optimistic woman accompanied by a man, his life will be bright and sunny. -

Stick: do not understand the stick woman, the feelings no match for a night of temptation, "fight" to grief in the face of "something for nothing". Emotional hotline also came a man's voice, love is no longer a good belief, just like another bag easily abandoned. While the woman is still called for men is the potential of stocks, blue chip stocks, or growth stocks, the woman sad introspection in I do not know whether it will become a nobody cares junk stocks. To know, at any time, to know how to stick to love the woman must have a heart of love, the vines as flexible personality. This woman will make a man fond memories, crush. -

Woman's warm temperament, is definitely not a cup of hot tea and a rose, as narrowly defined, it is not just between men and women love little love, a state, a kind of style.

2012年12月3日星期一

Learn From Mistakes


Can not have regrets in life, because we can not let the sad memories of tears, we must always had time to pursue.

- Inscription

With life's dream, and carries its own hopes, I came to the Tianjin Railway Vocational and Technical College, where I will be flying their dreams own future planting, I'm waiting for the flowering of the results.

I was a student of the Department of Railway Transport of iron transport a group of, I like writing, reading, singing, speech, and I am a positive and optimistic, cheerful person. When I see the the Transportation Department singer Competition and Speech Contest publicity, I do not hesitate to reported to the name, and I am very serious to prepare for, so the singer contest through the semi-finals to enter the finals, I am confident that Since then every night I go to the playground singing, accompanied by cold and damp atmosphere, every night I got to half past eleven. Six twenty in the morning I would get up, go to school outside the patch of open practice speech, while others travel in dreamland, I am also a person lying in the cold in front of the computer over and over again and changed the ppt. Because I do not want to give up every opportunity to exercise their own. I want to be successful, so I must work hard. The people less Herd young Dream, I believe that the opportunity never left ready.

October 27, is a memorable day, that is the day of my game, but I failed, and the lowest score eliminated, I am very sad, very disappointed, think of tomorrow's speech contest, I'm thinking there is hope dead of night when I was sitting in the cold in front of the computer, start over and over again to change ppt, watching the speech, but the day is not as people would like, the afternoon of October 28, I failed again when failure strikes, Nobody understands the pain and sorrow of my heart, I started to give up, I want to give it all, because there is no any reason, let me insisted I had negative thoughts. The face of the failed darkness, no one can understand the pressure.

Are ready to escape all these things when she stood up once again encouraged me, supported me, she told me: "Do you have the courage to stand on the stage, you had success. This sentence long touched my heart filled with my soul over and over again. The efforts of the two weeks, although I lost a lot, but I find it very fulfilling. I began to consider that she tell me every word: "This is just a start, you will not give up their interest because of this setback," and, "as long as you own efforts to fight, even if the failure and do not regret it." these words in my mind over and over again across her presence in front of my eyes, I saw her Xinruzhishui calm see the her Chongrubujing principle of doing things, I would like to thank the support and encouragement you have given me, I see a failure the power, when the failure hit once again, I choose to be strong.

Sometimes failure can not hinder you to become a successful person, the key lies in what you think, you limit yourself in a small circle, and the successes and failures of the unbridgeable gap. Never fails is just a myth, as long as your life success, failure on not terrible.

British Harold Evans had had such a wonderful exposition: For me, a person can sink in failure, mainly depends on whether he is able to grasp their failure. Everyone more or less experienced failure, thus failure is a very normal thing. You want to be successful, he will be failure for the ladder, in other words, to successfully contain the failure. About the failure, the only thing I want to say is, first to dare to face failure, and then to find out the real reason for the failure to establish the confidence to overcome the failure of strong will encourage step-by-step out of the defeat, glory.

Through their failure, we can recognize their own shortcomings and limitations, to understand their own immaturity at. Through the failure of others, we can also be a lot of inspiration, learn a lot of true knowledge, which allows us to take a lot less detours.

On the road of life, bright sun, clouded mind is, however, vulnerable to occasional wind and rain, but also make their own run into the end of the world, but when you stand firmly in the swaying in the wind and rain And after, to see the sun is so bright, every day is still full of hope, a temporary failure does not explain what. Future one day, I will Mirs wings, water hammer three thousand.

Out of the shadows, life is still colorful and thank me after I failed to support and encourage people, thank you! When failure strikes once again, I choose to be strong. I hope all the people to face up to fail, and I like a strong go ......